Zzzzz

Once again I start a post off about sleep. I KNOW once you have a child you loose your privileage to sleep in, take naps, sleep the whole weekend away..ect ect. I am not asking for that, I am asking for once night of about 5-6 hours of straight sleep. Last night was horrible. AJ woke up around 230am and would NOT go back to sleep...not that she screams and cries..she just lays in my arms and if I lay down she freaks. So finally around 7am she falls asleep and sleeps until 820...she took a pretty decent nap of about 1 1/2 hour, but i couldnt sleep then my sister brought the kids over...I feel awful today. Sleep deprivation is catching up to..i feel so blah , i dont want to shower, get dressed, make dinner..or anything. I just sit and play with Ava. To be honest with you, SHE didnt even get dressed today..stayed in her comfy Dora Jammies ( thanks Emmie for the hand-me-downs hehe ) .

Yesterday we took Ava to the park..Frank and I are both spooked with worries of Autism or something else, since Ava seems *different* . She played with the sticks and we were so worried.. i know frank was, i could see it in his face. Finally he got her to go down the slide and she laughed her butt off. They went down a ton, then played on the swings then more slides..she cried so hard when we left. Poor thing. I think its *my* fault that she is quiet and all..she had no interaction with kids, its just me and her and her nana then her daddy when he is done with his days work.
She doesnt clap, wave, point..all signs of autism. I am freaking out!!

ANYWAYS....she had a blast on the front porch yesterday. Frank had hosed off the front porch and there was a puddle left behind.
Well she slashed and played in it, soaked up all the water..her nice white shirt and socks were black! Oh well, she thought it was the coolest thing!

Well I just had to rock her back to sleep, so im going to stop typing now.
Take care!