I know Ava is a bit behind on this, but she got onto the couch by herself! And i caught her trying to climb onto the coffee table..lol. Who knew such little things could make me so proud. Im sure in a couple of weeks when she has mastered her climbing i wont be as happy.
I watched my sisters kids again today..the morning was nothing but confusion. My mom wanted to take emily home with her, but she was supposed to come to me..so i said no, just bring her in. Emily throws a fit when she comes here because of my "rules"...i am very structured and have a schedule..and i dont go for hitting and i do have a time out. ONLY to keep things in order. im not downing my sister, but they dont live a very structured life. we do things very different here..and emily doesnt like that. She was very good all day though..once she got in!
I havent talked much about it, but my wedding is in 7 months. I am getting so nervous about it..im so afraid something is going to happen, like ill go to the neuro and she will tell me i have brain cancer and that I wont be able to get married. So ive been avoiding any wedding plans..my friend called today ( one of my bridesmaids whom i love ) and was talking away about the wedding..i got so depressed . Im so afraid it wont happen or ill be too sick or have a panic attack. sigh.
I just dont know sometimes!
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