Since Ive last posted I went to my dr to talk about my ears and vertigo. She told me I have fluid and pus in my left ear..then told me I need to go a neuro to check out why I have had vertigo attacks on and off since I was 16. She FREAKED me out..brain tumor, ms, brain stem injury. My anxiety is terrible. It hasnt been this bad in a couple of years. All i can think of is..SEE I was right..I have a brain tumor. Its my worst fear . My appt is on the 18th. I keep trying to think positive..being that my ear DID have fluid and that could of caused my dizziness. I COULD just get chronic ear infections that do damamge to my middle ear...i recover, then it happens again. Im trying to think of all the simple things it could be. But really..I am just scared to death.
Ava has been a little princess. I love her so much and if it werent for her i probably would of lost my anxiety ridden mind. She stands up all by herself from the middle of the floor..she tells me NO, shakes her head yes, and she Claps now. yipee. Im hoping i just was worrying about her development for no reason. She is so pleasant..she loves to smile and laugh..and really has her dads disposition. She has woke up screaming two nights in a row. I think she is teething. Usually she just wakes up and wants to play..not scream.
Well the battery is runnig low on our NEW lap top ..yup we got a new computer..yay. I love it.
Take care everyone
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