Dentist..a huge waste

I went to the dentist yesterday for my wisdom teeth. My bottom right has been bothering the heck out of me and I am sure was even infected for about a week. I rinsed with peroxide and it took care of the infection..for now. Anyways, it still hurts a little...so off to the dentist i went. I really dont like dentists and was way nervous about it.
First the took my pulse, pulse ox and blood pressure..never had the done at the dentists before! Anyways, blood pressure was higher than normal..129/89. My Pulse was 109...eeek. ox, was 100..thank goodness. Now my pulse is always high, every drs appt. They never say anything, just wow your heart races...no freaking kidding. It always does....sigh.
Anyways, They looked in my mouth, took an xray...and thats about it. The dr advised me to have them out, but he said it would be very complicated, my teeth are really impacted in my jaw and on the right, laying on some nerve that controls sensation to my face..and if he would nick or damage that nerve that i would loose that sensation ..forever. Hrmph. He said he would be willing to try...ok i dont think so. I agreed but in the back of my mind im thinking HECK NO! He said the surgery gets worse as you get older, and told me that mine do need out.
Then they preceded to tell me the costs...almost 2k. Yeah i cannot afford that.
So i paid 155 dollars for an xray and them to tell me that yeah i need them out, but that i should go to a dr that takes my "welfare" insurance to have them out...jee thanks. For one its not WELFARE, and for two i juts paid your ass 150 some dollars, and you didnt even give me a cleaning.
I dont know..i just think im going to ignore it for awhile. Its just added stress. The pain is subsiding, and if i get an infection ill call a new dentist.

Im just glad its over..i went. and its over. thank goodness...while I was at the dentist ava stayed at my sisters, she stayed there from 2 until 7...and she was fine! I was worried, but all was well.
She DID NOT sleep last night..last night was bad.
Really really bad.
I was getting impatient, i am so tired....I was getting ready to blow up so i took her to her crib. She got so mad at me she puked in there. She was in there for a total of 20 seconds, and then she threw up from screaming so loud. So i just turned on all the lights and we played. She cried, i played, we watched tv, played blocks, played noggin on the lap top...and finally around 4 am she fell asleep. She got up around 9. BUt damn...you know? I just dont know how much more i can take, i dont know why she cant sleep..its so frustrating.
Im having some troubles With Early Intervention..but i am waiting a call back. I cannot wait to get her eval done and over with. I just want everything done and over with.

Been Awhile!

So its been awhile since I have blogged. Its been really busy around here, with the wedding only 3 months away!! Holy goodness, ok only 3 1.2 months away, but i think once april is over, time will fly. Ok its flying already!!

We are all just getting over the stomach virus. Ava got it first, then Frank and I the next day. It still seems to be lingering on in me. I still feel sick to my stomach. yuck!

I also have a wisdom tooth that is bothering me, which is infected. Now...with my anxiety I am really afraid of dentists. SO i tried to cure it myself with some peroxide...but nope. It went away while i had the flu, now its back full force. I made the awful appt for tomorrow at 230. Blaach. So my anxiety has been horrible lately, chest pains gallore...swearing this tooth infection is killing me.

Ava is doing alright. She handled the stomach bug like a pro! She is still not sleeping. I Just dont know anymore, I am getting more and more sleep deprived...which i think leads to my anxiety being worse? Who knows.
She really isnt doing anything new....=( Ok i really dont feel like getting into it.

Ill try to post up to date pics later.

Take care