So EI team never showed on Monday. How is that for a let down? I guess there was a big mix up since my caseworker was out having surgery, she didnt let anyone know that she needed someone to fill in for her..like she told me she was going to do. So no one showed. I talked to them several times Monday, and I shoulda gotten really mean with them, but i didnt. The made an appt for March 8th. Which in my book is unacceptable. I know they have 45 days to complete everything, BUT i called way back in JAN. But they are starting my refferal as last wend when i signed papers. UGH. They found a way around it. Which ticks me off. I think i may call my caseworker on Monday, since she will be back then. And ask what happened, and WHY they made an appt so far ahead , when she supposedly has something lined up for me way sooner.
I was in a horrid mood that day, i waited and waited..had my mom come over, and Frank was there. They kept telling me to stop pacing and freaking out, that they would show. I just had this gut feeling that they werent going to show. And I was right.
I did not sleep at all that night, i was so upset.
And last night was bad, Ava was up from 3 am until 7 am. She wouldnt sleep at all, no matter what i did. She wasnt crying, just wanted to be up. I still think her reflux bothers her, i really do. And on Friday I am telling it to the dr, and he better listen to me this time...she woke up after 20 mins of nap screaming, then she burped, passed gas ( TMI! ) and the burped up acid stuff and started choking . Needless to say naptime was over. She was too worked up over it.
She went to be around 830 tonight, hopefully tonight is a little better.
We have had snow for two days now, all the schools have been canceled and what not. Its our first BIG storm in awhile. Its so pretty outside too! And i love seeing the neighborhood kids outside tubing down the road and playing. Frank has been off of school too, since the snow...so he has been home...we usually argue if he is home too much but nope, it has been going well. We ventured to Target this morning, the roads were HORRID, but we made it. Dont worry we left the baby with his mom, but yeah..the roads were covered and I was pretty scared. Panic attack scared in fact, especially on the way home down our huge hill. We slid around, but Frank is an awesome driver, so we made it in once piece. Thank goodness. He bought me new comfy jammies there, and a new pair of undies and some socks. I still didnt get him anything. We got Ava another Elmo DVD, Bath tote, and socks. Like we didnt just buy her markers, a tv, dvds, a bubble machine and a fort. SIGH! She is spoiled lately. YIKES!
The fish oil doesnt seem to be helping my anxiety, in fact in Target i was so anxious and thought for sure I was going to pass out. I asked Frank if my lips were blue he said NO! But my face was flushed, so i started worrying why my face was flushed..but after awhile i was ok. Until the slippery ride home.
And just a little bit ok, my chest was feeling funny, like thumping...but not heart palp thumping, so i was like thinking horrible things like something burst in there, or my heart really was beating so hard for it to feel funny...so i had to sit and think , and i took my pulse and everything seems normal. Who knows!
Tonight is LOST night, yay! I cant wait to watch. Hopefully miss ava doesnt wake up during it. Then its bed time, im Tired from last night the whole no sleeping dealie.
Happy Valentines Day !
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